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Loved & Lost
04:11
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I never used to give up so easily
But you're makin' it so damn hard to stick with
I've never really seen this side of me
But you've taken me to a lot of places I've never been
Every time I answer the phone to you
I never really know which way the conversation will go
I didn't meant to be so cynical
But there appears to be no way around this mess right now
'Cause I'm feeling loved and I'm feeling lost and I'm feeling so goddamn confused
And I'm feeling torn and I'm feeling pulled and I'm feeling like I'll never know
I think it would be simple for me
If my love went away and promised not to take me over
But that doesn't seem likely right now
And it hurts that you don't want me to be around
'Cause I'm feeling loved and I'm feeling lost and I'm feeling so goddamn confused
And I'm feeling torn and I'm feeling pulled and I'm feeling like I'll never know
How did we get here?
This is so not what I had planned
I never would have foreseen this dilemma
But I guess this is where we stand
This is where we stand
'Cause I'm feeling loved and I'm feeling lost and I'm feeling so goddamn confused
And I'm feeling torn and I'm feeling pulled and I'm feeling like I'll never know
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In Between
03:04
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A little too far behind
A little too in between
A couple of seconds pass and i want to scream
Mix a little bit of you
And much too much of me
Trying to make it all work so perfectly
'Cause I, i dont fit right into place
And it seeems that the risk is such a waste
'Cause nothing's good and nothin' clicks and everything just breaks
Miles away from many
Feels like years behind you
Something's in the way of me shining through
Where do i belong
But if only in this song
Always looking for a place to be
This doesn't really feel like me
And i'm not where i wanna be but
So i guess I've gotta let it go for now
We've all gotta figure it out somehow
'Cause I , i dont fit right into place
And it seeems that the risk is such a waste
'Cause nothing's good and nothin' clicks and everything just breaks
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Home
02:33
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The lights outside my house
They're brighter when you're around
You pull up to the door
And I don't care anymore
Sprinkles of snow are on the ground
Finally feels like winter now
Made a surprise visit tonight
Now my heart, it feels so light
The happiness I feel
When it's cold outside but it's warm in here
The taste of chocolate on your mouth
Love feels cozy this time of year
Love feels cozy this time of year
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Forward Motion
04:21
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This morning walked out the door
The sun hadn't even risen, but I got on the train and rode it right into the city
The streets were ready for me to begin
And I walked down ready to win
Fresh cool air, a brand new start and it's my time
You give me some, forward motion
Let me out of this standstill ocean
The waves are finally moving to the middle of the sea and I think I like it, You set me free toward that, toward that forward motion
Keep giving me that forward motion
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I Don't
04:12
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I don't want you to hate me
I don't want you to love me
I just want you to leave me alone
First time we met at a birthday party
and we talked for hours
didn't drink a thing but now I know all of your super powers
That night you made me feel so intriguing
You walked me home and said you were sad that I was leaving
I don't want you to hate me
I don't want you to love me
I just want you to need me for now
You started calling me almost every day
Wanted to see me but I didn't know what to say
Pulling you back and forth- didn't want to string you along
But to shut you out, ignore your calls, well it seemed so wrong
I don't want you to hate me
I don't want you to love me
I just want you to leave me alone
Baby you know the lines are so unclear
This whole time my heart it holds you near
Worried that we'd lose each other between the miles
that stood between us, I latched onto what was close by
I don't want you to hate me
I don't want you to love me
I just want you to leave me
I just want you to leave me
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All That You Are
03:38
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I walk in straight lines so I don't veer off course
And make more mistakes that will cost us the worst
But where do we go, I'm not liking this show that we're putting on for each other
The snow starts to stick and begins again the war
Why can't I be free of all that you are?
Happiness is a choice tell me that's where you went
When you said we weren't working, is that what you meant?
There's something about this place
Baby you left a trace
Of our love and I don't know why but I don't this has to be goodbye
The grass grew there, you know
The park where we used to go
And I don't know why but this has to be, this has to be goodbye
You left me thinking that I blew it
But I wonder if you knew it
That we were never matched and our hearts still slashed at the thought of it being over, over, over
There's something about this place,
Baby you left a trace
Of our love and I don't know why but I know this has to be goodbye
The grass grew there, you know
The park where we used to go
And I don't know why but this has to be, this has to be goodbye
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Forget About Us
03:56
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I thought I had you
Thought our love was real
But every time I tried to make it work
It only seemed to reveal
How wrong I was about us
That none of this would work
'Cause you can't make your heart feel
the thing it won't jerk
I painted our lives out
Inside my head
It was there in the morning
and every night when I went to bed
I thought I could feel it
What we could be
But you weren't quite there,
It seemed it was only me
'Cause baby baby baby
I miss your hands and the things that they do
And baby baby baby
I miss your smile and the way your eyes turn blue
Baby baby baby
I miss believing that I could trust
But I guess it's time to forget about us
My heart started falling
down to the floor
I couldn't hear you screaming
behind the closed door
Don't know this broke
How we fell apart
Was sure we'd be forever
Now i'm alone in the dark
Tears streaming down my face as I found
That you would no longer be the one to wrap around
My bed was so empty when you left that night
The chill of your shadow holding me tight, holding me tight
'Cause baby baby baby
I miss your hands and the things that they do
And baby baby baby
I miss your smile and the way your eyes turn blue
Baby baby baby
I miss believing that I could trust
But i guess it's time to forget about us
It's over, I'm empty, don't know what to do
I have to relearn how to go through
My baby, baby, baby without you
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Sick of Feeling
03:41
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Bent and broken, twisted over back and forth a million times
Happy to run for the bus 'cause it's my chance to throw a tantrum on the pavement like I'm a child
i feel like a child
'Cause I'm sick of feeling
And I'm sick of dreaming
I'm sick of hoping never knowing where I'm going
I wanna please you, don't wanna leave you
i wanna end up tired and happy, free and easy
The days are so long
I think I'm starting to hate every person going by
I never used to be this way ya, I agree with The Beatles
All you need is love, but it's exhausting
'Cause I'm sick of feeling
And I'm sick of dreaming
I'm sick of hoping never knowing where I'm going
I wanna please you, don't wanna leave you
i wanna end up tired and happy, free and easy
Ba da buh (4X)
'Cause I'm sick of feeling
And I'm sick of dreaming
I'm sick of hoping never knowing where I'm going
I wanna please you, don't wanna leave you
i wanna end up tired and happy, free and easy
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Sarah Factor Brooklyn, New York
Based in Brooklyn, NY, and born and raised in Toronto, Canada, Sarah grew up listening to Canadian musician, Joni Mitchell who inspired her writing. Sarah also draws influences from Ingrid Michaelson and Norah Jones, striving to create the perfect balance between folk and soulful pop while writing music that is universally understood and widely relatable. ... more
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